After a week and half sojourn from the work place I have returned. Previously, my health problems have been piling up aalong with medical bills that I can ill afford and I had assumed the worst, contemplating where I could've gone wrong in my life (the list seems endless) in preparation for the final curtains. Yes, paranoia did set in. After consulting with a few doctors, undergoing countless medical examinaitons including asthma and highblood, i was just recently given a clean bill of health. Absolutely nothing wrong with my corporeal form, healthy as an ox! or atleast a healthy ox. The next question was now probing at the cause of it all. the shortness of breath, the bouts of highblood and the heart palpitations. The conclusion was these were anxiety attacks, directly related to stess and distress, both at the workplace and at home.

Why would I be stressed at work? The long 13 hour days seems normal for most people, most people seem to be able to handle lectures and scoldings from the boss and low pay never really got anybody sick. Well the reasons seem endless at this point, the cure though has been repeatedly mentioned by cousins and relatives since the onset of the initail attack: look for a new job.

But I must admit that the stress is not exclusive to the office, pressure and stress at home may have been a contributing factor so I am in the process of searching for ways to relieve that stress, although the thought process involved in stressful enough hehehe.

I know I am three weeks behind on the "Daily dose of the Geneva Convention of 1949" which I probly might just turn into a weekly dose, as a daily update may mean that I will not complete anything for work. I would not wish to be stressed and unproductive.